User blog:AustinCarter4Ever/I Have Something to Confess...

Dear Friends (Past and Present who will probably all be past after this),

I can't hold this in any longer. I did something wrong and the right thing to do is confess. So here I go:

I caused Nitromian Poptropica to leave. In his recent summary of his userpage, he said "Don't call me NP. It sounds childish if you ask me." That's the nickname I used to call him. That just confirmed to me that it was my fault he left. I don't deserve anything but hatred. He was a great guy and I caused him to leave because I became too interested in him.

We started drifting apart when he wanted to cameo in my main comic NMDFanfictionMon. Since three other users (Mixlix, Megaphantaze, and Strplumboder) wanted to cameo at the same time, I had to even out the amount of dialogue. Usually, it's easy for me to come up with dialogue for people who cameo. But for some reason, I couldn't come up with a lot of dialogue for Nitromian Poptropica.

Naturally, he didn't enjoy his cameo due to that setback. That was the point that our friendship was on the edge.

The nail on the coffin was when he wrote a blog about leaving. He mentioned me in it, but as his 'friend'. Friend in quotation marks. It made me mad and sad at the same time. I originally felt like he betrayed me, but the only person I betrayed was myself. I deliberately pushed myself in his way and ruined his experience on this wiki.

I'm a monster.

If you hate me after this, that's natural. I deserve to be alone.

04:33, November 16, 2015 (UTC)